Tuesday 6/30/2009 12:27:00 AM

Sad Galileo's suffocating in the length of lens. It's all so far away. The light coming so long after the source is dead. I could never get close enough. To see it alive.

Vultures. On their wooden wings. Scrape the bones. Bits of carcass become a feast. If you are willing to reach far enough inside that dead thing. I could tell you how I knew, but you wouldn't believe me. That I woke up one morning and saw the truth. It's over. It's over. So many times before it actually is.

I traced every one of their faces with a sharp number two pencil. I drew so many beautiful skeletons. But no flesh had they to feel with. No muscles by which to move.

She'll call it art if you let her, but she knows it's only living.

Sunday 6/28/2009 01:50:00 AM

Parables debate their language. with sharp hooks through the pelvis. The dark is dominion more than mystery. Folds in the cancer. Scraped knees as the boxes shout their numbers. Small stones to pick up. If I can still reach them.

Making the bed. In creases of spoiled men. The jaundiced sex. Excitement enough. For the monkey thumping his stone. His dick the gavel. As the verdict is read.

The veiled incest. That draws the maps. The cumulative. Of ambitious clocks. Paused on the siren. Dead children. In the narrowing orbit of her uterus. Dark keys. That only unlock empty drawers.

She's had so many conversations with the wolf. Vague fairy tales. Arrogant with blood. She has carried the basket so far. Only to be astonished by the weight of its emptiness.

She knows it's still dark, though the light may be present. She fills in their graves with bland theories about the future. Going there is easy. Getting back not so much.

Sill nudging those demons. With an obvious agenda. Breadcrumbs everywhere. Leading back to the beginning.

The witch. Tempting us. With her candy houses. Killing arrives in dented boxes. But regardless, they are mine.

Saturday 6/27/2009 12:02:00 AM

The tomb comes in pieces. Formulaic shreds of time chasing broken dials. With a soft voice and a cold fist. The constant. Eagerly casts her lips on the button. Sending us away from each other again.

Apart is not a function. Why is not a variable. I play with the numbers. Helplessly remiss to their logic. Hard edges make it impossible to remember the ones I've already counted.

So I start over. From the deep gate at the cusp of her pelvis. Using her tits like crutches. I stumble toward the gods. With kingdoms extracted from our flesh. Our bones their dirty highways. Our coffins their peripheral alphabets. As they tease the words. With letters not enough. Measuring the weight of nothing.

The code comes as her back consumes. All the dreary metaphors I've left to flourish. In the heat of the window's breath. Lost comes in confessions. NO rain. No wind. Just a clarity too confident. And the certainty of more storms still to come.

Cut flowers die slowly in the dirty water where we keep them.

Thursday 6/25/2009 12:26:00 AM

This awful bed squeals with loose skin. Spent dolls emerge from touch's dour vending machine. Empty and lacking the math to find the future. Just claws. Flaking on the brick. Hidden doors. Seldom emerging.

Weakness. A frail catapult. Hurling its boulders. At walls that don't exist. The puppet speaks. In fractions of skin. I remember nothing and everything.

Gods with their erect penises ready to penetrate the smallest hole. Time is a vaccine. Not a cure. The monkey warned. You'll wake up. Between those moist sheets. And assume it's over.

But no matter when it happens you'll always be wrong.

Tuesday 6/23/2009 12:01:00 AM

Bare stockings on the shower rod. Dance against the shower's taunt. The lithe contrition flesh easily absolves. Remain. In the smell of her hair. And the halted press of her lips.

Noir cinemas spoil the dark. As the clowns collapse into that fallen tent. And all the lions give up their roars.

It's always a story. Beginning. Middle. End. Though we often skip ahead. To the rocking chair on the back porch. Rattling the door we always keep locked.

Knowledge enough I thought. As we hummed through the intersection. The ambulance's siren wailing just ahead. It's quarters in the vending machine. That sweet bit of candy not falling. Running. with dollar bills. To catch that genie. Grab on to that final wish.

It's chlorine in my eyes as I open them under the water. It's swimming. Pounding on the sand. Hoping someone is listening.

Sunday 6/21/2009 02:11:00 AM

Red. Do you know why the moon is blind. Or the ocean deaf. Simple puzzles interrupt the music. As she deciphers the silence. In repellent fractions of how little. It matters.

Blue. Poorly rendered schematics turn on the numbers. She counts slowly toward the last. The end that isn't there. Gods with broken fists pounding on clouds. To make it rain again.

Yellow. The breach between her thighs panting electric pus. A tired rage lost in a mute combustion. The stick working its way through the gaps. That long journey to deliver grandma her basket.

White. This calm ladder of skin. Proposing a departure from physics. Her reaction is neither equal nor opposite. The inertia of why stalls on if.

Try on each catapult. The glass wants its stone. Slither inside each corpse. Vague and obsolete. As all graves are. Now that the dead can see.

Friday 6/19/2009 02:07:00 AM

The demons in their loose overcoats measure. How far away heaven is. The spectrum. Trickles of antidotes. Threatening all those diseases that would make us special.

The glass doors refuse to shut. As I look through them. To the nothing I am obligated to covet.

The balloon bursts. Obvious Absalom's. Draw their treasure maps on cracked lips. The blood comes easy if you smile wide enough.

Holding her breath. Short stories that don't know when to end. The scepter firm in her grip. As she culls her kingdom. The crown far from her head.

The rain tells its stories in angry pellets. Little guns make their holes in the glass. It trickles in. Blood through thick bandages. I recognize the wound. but these pieces of skin don't fit the bones.

Audacious mannequins. Flaunt the callouses. That only worn flesh can boast. The table confirms its many ropes. The mosquito bites. Sick with the blood. That once made us innocent.

The rope comes close. The echo of the doorway. As the lock opens. Another dirty key I'll never use again. Another compartment in heaven asking me to be patient.

Thursday 6/18/2009 01:43:00 AM

The habit was easy to ignore. Couches in her thighs. Plump and soft. All my indents already embedded. The ripe of the heart. Like yellow dandelions into colorless wishes. At the mercy of our weakest exhale.

The giants with their baleful euphoria's. Stopwatches. Too certain. Of how long it would take. The hours on their hind legs. Begging for the chance. To chase that stick again.

Old men in their tight underwear. Oblivious to the comedy of their arrogance. Testing the meat. In drops of blood. The fire already willing to indulge the dead.

There's no delaying the epiphany. It comes hard and fast inside her hollows. She is whole for a moment. And then it's over.

Dirty linens collide withe empty skin. Discarded underwear draws its awkward sketches of what's left of happiness.

Tuesday 6/16/2009 01:01:00 AM

I watched some Star Trek and then I decided to boil potatoes. The weight of the pot more stunning than the items it professed to manipulate.

I've always been envious of transporters and holosuites. The first being convenience. When everything I want is at a distance. The second being fantasy. When everything I want is only nominally real.

I wouldn't mind a replicator either. They always replicated inanimates. Food and Machinery. But molecules are unbiased. Surely, they could've replicated beings. I would recreate the people who have moved me. That I have misplaced. And remind them of how unreliable science is.

I removed my potatoes from their pot. Sliced thin, yet still hard inside. An aggressive analogy for all people I've come across in life.

Monday 6/15/2009 01:50:00 AM

I remember this poison. Vengeful skeletons. Trying on our empty skins. The muscle romancing the bone. In fading equations. Stale mentors fumbling with their masks. Their eyes too big. To see. Through the tiny holes that we dig.

We can tame the robot, but not the machine. Insurgents with their guns around their throats. Spoil the seamstress in the midst of her gown.

What to wear now. The purple children. With their big teeth. And long handles. Reaching deep into the darkness. The blue boys. Suffer the girls. That they would protect. From all the gods they've come to hate. In this mania. Too simple. To ever understand.

I know this passage. This ambivalent oblivion. The clouds on their needles. As high as they can be. The storm relentless. More interested in how we break. Than when it might end.

I've labored through every dimension. Only to find out. The first one is all that matters.

Saturday 6/13/2009 12:54:00 AM

Bad doggies. On three paws or less. Their tails chase them. In that common conundrum of physics. Where there is the key to the door, but the handle is absent.

She writes to God in long confessions. The dead girl. Wrestling with the locks on her wrists. The combinations in her head. Life she confesses arrives. Mostly in empty breasts and torn underpants. All my suicides. A mockery. Of walls. Long since demolished.

She kisses Satan on the cheek. As a thank you for so many wonderful sins. Touch is such a fickle paradise. And I've spent all my fingers on finding the zipper.

I have none left with which to open it.

The barking dogs. The thirsty balloon on its string. Slipping from a child's fist. Draws on the sky. In broken colors.

The angle by which you hit the drum determines the sound. But not who hears it.

I stop looking. I don't listen. And then I know. Which graves to dig up. And why they are dead.

God and Satan debating the blood I've spilled. To discover the keys. They each offer me the doorway. One an entrance. The other an exit. To the same empty room. I've always been in.

Thursday 6/11/2009 12:59:00 AM

It turns. On icy flanges. The tortoise under her skirt sighs. Bland dialogues. Ripe with giants and beanstalks. It flows. Each valve opening independent of the next. The fairies in her underwear taping their wands back together.

As she writes to lion in vindictive pauses. The razor on her wrist. A scared child. In an empty basement. A soaring kite. In whipping winds. Her eyes spilling out in the frenzy of her contrition. The men. The statues on her breasts. Cracked and obvious.

The hour whispers of failed dialogues. A bit of red rights the lapse. She toggles that ever-present switch. Licking it. Like a fading lollipop. As the years dissolve into so many broken windows.

She travels the road. Too yellow with wizards. Her breath on the curtain hardly enough to reveal. The gears and pulleys in the miser's grip. That would tell us to keep searching for what we have always possessed.

She lets it go. Confident she will catch it again.

Wednesday 6/10/2009 12:25:00 AM

Sight tangles in small eruptions. The wet dream caught in her throat. Surges after the sand. In flat footprints. Time. That faultless dragon setting fire to every house.

Listen. To the drum roll of her thighs as her panties are removed. Life delivers itself to us in the such modest packages.

Count the hours in humble devotions. Vultures with their long necks in the carcass. The dead punch the window. With bloodless fists. Specters of time machine I never perfected.

They are skin. Eager lesions to stifle the flow of the open wound. They are panic. Sweet manias. on the fingertips of the sun. Brighter than I can bare to glimpse.

Now. In edible confusions. The hungry shadow choreographs. A dance so sour and intricate. I'd rather I couldn't hear the sounds.

The math betrays. Empty dresses. And missing feet. Lap the quicksand. We throw our stones and the window breaks. But I hear nothing.

The need decides. These feeble machines. Which will take us nowhere. The broken gears. Keep counting skin. Not moved at all. We wake up. In a crowded bed. Alone again.

Monday 6/08/2009 01:23:00 AM

The eager tortoise. With his paraffin paws. Draws novels in the sand as he walks. Feet on the swing set. Carving Obvious graves. The break. Her throat near to the glass. Solved shards. Perform a defiant Mosaic. Eager for the solvent. To break the bond. Arrange the blood. In sere alphabets. That cause us to remember. The useless temptations. For which there are no songs sad enough.

She paints the dark corner. Black enough to burst. Trying on all the empty gowns. 0f the cured. And those that would proclaim they are.

She chases the rabbit. Running as fast as she can. The mud barely keeping up. With parables called flesh. She swallows a chili pepper whole. Hoping he'll taste the heat in her. She closes the curtain. Convinced the world is gone.

It is.

A canopy of darts. Thrown and missed the center. She reasons with the moon. In bare confessions. The goal apparent. Convince this machine to listen. Though it it broken. Far beyond what she can ever hope to repair.

Sunday 6/07/2009 02:10:00 AM

The corner. Bribing the dawn. With dull fangs. On the meat's tender parts. The flock. Rushing the gate. In deep boots. Thick with mud. Cozened paintings on empty plates. Calculating her slumping shoulders.

There was no sleep. Only variegated templates in the disease. Stout fingers on the button. As the timer slowly ticks down. There are no monsters. Nor any gods. To explain. The destruction.

Just little men with their hats on backwards. And the stairs they've climbed to find this cliff.

We draw. Pictures on each other. In wizened fits. Frivolous maps. To treasures already taken. Counting each coin twice.

She wears the ambush. It bright colors. The war at her fingertips. Her enemies her only friends.

Saturday 6/06/2009 12:16:00 AM

It's only a life. Strangers at every corner with lipstick on their groins. Alarm clocks on their lips. The apple driven to its poison. On tall slopes of skin slick with science. The press of the flesh hard against the seam. The weight of the the glass as the ceiling looms above.

It's so bright. I can't see anything.

Her groggy thighs just waking up. To the radiance of careless words. The tornado comes suddenly. A feast of destruction upon which to gorge. Making words from broken letters. Drawing paths in fervent storms.

She dreams of viruses, bacteria and penicillin. The disease comes in increments. So that you never know you are afflicted.Her dress falls off her shoulders. As she argues with the cure.

She stumbles fearlessly. Through the dark of the theater. As the film ignores her. She takes an empty seat. Close to the screen.

Only interested in the end.

Thursday 6/04/2009 12:36:00 AM

The pleasant villain in his loafers. Blinds us with a Kissinger smile. Eyes are expensive. Especially when you want to see the obvious.

I rolled over and accidentally killed the spider that was sleeping in my bed. His web of dead things scrutinizing the path. We didn't wait for an invitation. We just put on the trousers. In minutes. In seconds. The sloppy butterflies. Drew their pictures. On straining roofs.

The charm of evil manifests in so many aberrations. Flashlights with dead batteries. Empty rooms full of beds. The triangle trapped in the square. Trying to stall the math. On imminent equations.

Seeing doesn't come cheap. Sight is a charity. Skin is a profession. Each one finances the other.

Wednesday 6/03/2009 12:32:00 AM

She spoke. In electrical impulses. Frequencies difficult to hear. She fucked like an orphan. Searching dutifully for missing parents. The mattress on her chest. The building in her throat. As the city awoke. In the terrible yawns. Of monsters and bitter men.

Trying on the movie. A scene at a time. The macabre bargains of skin painting the windows shut. The corpse in her gown. Flirting with the ghosts. So many ways to kill myself. How I am to decide?

Flaunting the calendar. The flesh tends to choose for us. Which switches will activate. Those infamous portals.

Divide she warned. Figure on at least half. Presume a war. As the fig leaf move to cover. The things we thought we saw. Entertain the strays. As all these time lines extrapolate our flaws.

Red riding hood left her basket. For the wolf to find. Hansel and Gretel shoved the witch into the oven. But I don't know which fairy tale I belong in.

She coughs her words into the pages. Content with the disease. And wonders if the wolf's teeth are big enough.

Tuesday 6/02/2009 12:57:00 AM

Damp sheets spoil the song. As the poems tumble from the walls. Bent needles. Breaking off in her arms. The long gloves she wears. To conceal. The entrances.

She remembers the numbers. Though everything is lost. She constantly counts the eggs. Though her basket is full of holes.

When she admits. Is not if, but how. We continue tumbling as we are. Through this angular playground. Trying on the left over limbs of the all the mannequins that came before us.

Posed faces and plastic thighs tempt the paradigm to shift. Unfortunately there is still more. Even if we don't have it.

I grabbed the spider from its web. And asked it. How many flies have you caught.

Not nearly enough.

Monday 6/01/2009 12:34:00 AM

It was over anyway. I wasn't about to be born again. Flimsy skin stretching to resolve absent protracted catalysts.

We had our wars. Over nothing in particular. Fragrant gods in the perfume of men. Profound with hatred. Her breasts like old wallpaper. Waiting to be stripped. Her shoes greedy with mud. As the gravel took her closer.

We worshipped. We drew. On long arms. Eager needles. Apt to puncture. We measured her carefully. In centimeters of touch.

We opened the portal. As if it was ours to judge. We opened the portal. And it swallowed us.

That other world didn't remember at all. The mannequins. In its windows. All the hungry wolves. That went into the fairy tale.

Are still starving.

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