For the Difference

This seldom sermon rings in my head. One long song that never lets me know.

Isn't it more a suicide just letting yourself live?

Like this.

I'm going to know when it's all over. It'll be easy. I'll see them all, but they won't see me.

I'll toss that coin into the air and it'll never come back down again.

Too much change to count it all.

I'll just wait a while.

Maybe longer.

For the difference to show itself.